I couldn't tell you if it was just an over-active mind or something else, but I found it hard to fall asleep last night.
As crap as that was, it also meant I was awake for Amanda's return from feeding Louise. I know I can't recount everything we said, but I know it was enough to remind me of what a special woman I've found.
In truth, as bad as my news has been, it has helped me to see how truly wonderful my family and friends are. Thanks to everyone for your support!